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Some days its really wonderful to just feel good about yourself.

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ABHORASH
01:17 May 20 2019

My dear friend,
I believe that You should feel good about yourself every single day. I believe that you are an absolutely, positively, wonderful person.

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So I'm going to attempt to make blueberry and lemon muffins today.

I will get my butt out of this seat and go make muffins.

I will be productive and shampoo my carpet today too.
And finally attack the laundry creature that's coming to life in my laundry room.

I will do this.

I'm Peter Fucking Pan.
I do believe. I do I do I do.

/sigh.
God, I'm lazy.

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ABHORASH
01:14 May 20 2019

I want some Blueberry muffins....
*sniff, sniff *
lol

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You guys with your sassy comments have me thinking. :0

I think I'm just in a thoughtful mood. :) So hear me out please.

Of course, for the most part, no one actually believes they're of the ACTUAL occult while on this site. Its not factually real. It's simply not. Vampires, demons, witches, the occult....
They're called "mythical" for a reason.

At the end of the day, this all boils down to the pure desire of being human and wanting to want to be more. Greek mythology is BALLS DEEP into humanity. ;) Dirty Zeus.

But we're still human.

That's kinda it. Its really not that spectacular, guys.

I just wanna really nail that home. Wanting to feel loved and welcomed doesn't make you particularly special..,And wanting a healthy relationship with someone, no matter if its friendship, lover, or more makes you even MORE special.

Its effort you put into it that makes it special.
Its absolutely incredibly to know you're worthy of love.

It makes you more human. We all want the same things at the end of the day = Communication, love, release, passion, heartbreak, empathy, joy....
We want life.

There are some of the most fucking incredible and amazing people you would never expect to meet on a fucking VAMPIRE website here.
Like, its also stupid the quality of person you can meet here.

Its a VAMPIRE WEBSITE.
WHY WOULD I EVER MEET SUCH GREAT PEOPLE HERE?

Cause it happens. :)
Welcome to being very human.
Its pretty fucking swanky.

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sPerAnZa
05:40 May 19 2019

At this point, I think what I've had this on my screen for the past hour.

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ABHORASH
05:55 May 19 2019

You want to know what makes a person truly special???




A sparkly helmet and a straight jacket.

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Crowscat
06:41 May 19 2019

Dont forget the unicorn outfit too:-p

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Liliancat
08:25 May 19 2019

Ill bring my magic wand

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Liliancat
08:25 May 19 2019

lol

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"I think she's pregnant."

"Oh, you mean praganet?"

"No, cause there wasn't a period that entire time."

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Crowscat
06:42 May 19 2019

This is priceless love it!

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Have you ever had such an important conversation to really talk about with another person that you wanted to completely memorize and share with other people?

I'm suffering through that right now.

It was this amazing conversation about toxic masculinity and the results of that pressure put on men and how important society holds it.

I'm going to remember this conversation because I would love to hear some of your opinions and thoughts about it.

I hate laggy brain.

When reaching out to people you lost contact with... whats the best way?

I've never been good with it.
But I'm trying to be better about it now.

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Morrigon
22:41 May 08 2019

I like to be straight up about it. "We haven't spoken in a while! How are you?"

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xxxPoisonIvyxxx
03:52 May 09 2019

Depends on why you fell out of contact?

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markus666
21:42 May 10 2019

...if there are not common interest, with time almost every relationship with friends will fade away.

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XMercurialScribeX
20:06 May 11 2019

I agree with Morrigon. I have lost touch with many people and it can, sometimes, feel awkward to message them. From what I know of you, I would be delighted to reconnect had we lost touch.

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Guys are weird.

I helped clean the men's restroom at my job today because of a situation that happened and I have a pretty iron stomach, so most things don't phase me.

Anyways, when the situation isn't something a person can help, there is no point in acting like its the worse thing in the world. Stupid things happen all the time. Just get in there, take care of it, and make that person feel better.

But anyways, as I was helping clean the restroom, something caught my eye...

Obvious boot scuff marks on the wall. By the toilet.

Hm.

So I look the at the urinal.

More scuff marks from boots.

Do guys just fucking Captain Morgan when they pee?
Do you guys just hike your fucking leg up on the wall and let the mighty rampant river flow?

Like, this wasn't just one person's boot. It was just the darkest scuff mark. There were other scuffs too.

Is this a normal thing?
Or did this one guy at work just instagram famous a pee position that every other guy needs to attempt now?

I've been thinking about this since 10 in the goddamn morning.

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ZombieMLegendre
21:56 May 07 2019

LMAO!

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ABHORASH
22:07 May 07 2019

Your poor brain.lol
I have never done that but now I might have to try it. WalMart!!! Here I come!!!

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Dakotah
00:01 May 08 2019

Alright, I will man up and tell you why this is. It's simply really. We are a strange species, especially in public bathrooms! There, I said it. I think I just broke Bro-Code # 25.

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ABHORASH
03:34 May 08 2019

Damn Bro. Can't take you anywhere.

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Dakotah
17:30 May 08 2019

I know Bro, sorry. :(

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markus666
21:46 May 10 2019

...wondering where do you work..mean, type of business, Because that sound like those men need to go back to potty training.

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Typically, a problem is only as much of a burden as you let it be.

At least with online social interactions.

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Liliancat
08:10 May 07 2019

Too true

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Liliancat
08:11 May 07 2019

It not worth the stress and worries because it always get bigger than what already is

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XMercurialScribeX
07:02 May 08 2019

I believe that to be true.

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“ Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.”

I think this is something I need to understand in my real life interactions.

I've also never been one to set myself up for successful real life relationships or friendships.

I'm getting much better at one side of that last sentence.
Now I just need to work on the other side.

At 28, I'm suddenly feeling very young again. I'm glad I have people around that I can take inspiration from in this precious dark corner of cyberspace. :)

Ever read something just have the dumbest reactions pop up in your mind?

Like...

"If they were frontin any harder, they could be in a weather forecast."

What kind of metaphor even is that?

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sPerAnZa
03:26 May 06 2019

Someone hold my hand, I think I'm lost and I need an adult.

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In honor of Cinco De Mayo.... I shall be having the most Mexican food of all...


A soft taco 12 pack from Taco Bell.

I know, I know. I’m a saint.

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Drayton
18:55 May 05 2019

I just had the most Amazing grilled Steak burrito with eggs potatoes and cheese. That is All

I'm known as "The VR Creeper" by the Cops in Wisconsin. Yet I am no a Saint. ;)

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imagesinwords
18:56 May 05 2019

Eat Well!

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Owlish
22:21 May 05 2019

I've never had Taco Bell and I am ridiculously excited to get my hands on some.

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ABHORASH
02:06 May 06 2019

You won't need any dessert. I ate some cake for you, as requested, both yesterday and today.

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I'm bored so I'm reading up about the English Bulldog breed. Nothing wrong with wanting to learn more about a dog you're currently raising.

And some descriptive words used to describe the English Bulldog breed:

Stoic.
Courageous.
and Dignified.



......

My English Bulldog is on the other side of the living room sounding like a gasping lard squid beached up on land while sucking the cheese spread out his bone Kong.

Dignified.

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Dakotah
02:25 May 05 2019

I have a 12 year old Beagle, Saddly she is in her last days. I have been thinking of getting a Bulldog. A friend of mine he raises them and one of his females is expecting. I think it might do Maggie some good to have a little one around to play with when she goes outside.

What they say about them:

Not only is the Beagle an excellent hunting dog and loyal companion, it is also happy-go-lucky, funny, and—thanks to its pleading expression—cute.

The truth:
All she thinks about it Food.
Her favorite game is "CHASE ME" and does not know the meaning of "too far."
She barks at her own shadow.
She once got on a box by the stove and stole bacon I had frying.
Anytime I eat she looks at me as if to say "You are going to give me some, right?"
She once ate a pin cushion which was a rush to the vet for xrays to see if she actually ate a pin.
Likes to steal pizza and run with it, eat only the cheese then throw it up.
Now as she is older she has gas issues and will fart so loud she scares herself and will take off running.

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sPerAnZa
03:31 May 05 2019

Spike:

• Breathes like he's hooked up to a backfiring engine exhaust and smells like one as well.

• Drools uncontrollably at the mere idea of getting an ice cube. He loves ice. I used to rub some on his baby puppy gums when his big boy teeth were cutting through and now he's hopelessly addicted to them.

• Gets the zoomies at midnight and literally pretends his face is the ass end of a bumper car and runs bluntly into every service. I'm half convinced his face is flat, not because of his breed, because he's a fucking moron that doesn't understand the theory of mass and not being able to EXIST IN A DOOR WHEN RUNNING FAST. I have no idea how the closet door is still existing.

• Walks and farts like its a goddamn Olympic sport. His is ability to multitasking walking and farting the way a high school girl can walk and talk on a cell phone - he'd be one cheerleader audition away from being cheer captain.

• Pees himself when he sees his reflection.

• Is the MOST PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE BEING EVER. He should of been born a girl dog cause he's a little bitch. If I feed him five minutes too late, he will literally SIT in his food bowl and stare at me from the kitchen.
Same with water.

He's thirstier than a goddamn woman in heat and no dick.
I had to buy him a five gallon pet waterer and still need to fill it like three times a week.

•ONLY NEED TO USE THE RESTROOM WHEN I'M ENTERING A BOSS LEVEL IN A VIDEO GAME.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

But I love him so much. He's the best boyo in the world and the mere idea of him warms my heart. Totally worth the money and absolutely worth the love and care his breed requires. His nose rope is a angel kiss of affection and snuggles when he gives licks. I love the bastard.

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AbsintheandBlood
13:52 May 05 2019

I've owed one, they are so lovable but you constantly have to care for them. Keep the folds clean, brush their teeth, clean the tail pockets daily. Totally make sure you have dog health insurance because the vet bills can be very high.

Yes they belch, drool, fart and snore loudly.

Their personalities are so funny, my opinion they are so worth all the care you have to give them.

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I often wonder if I’m much of a rude person than I like to think I am. It’s easy to sit down and write a post and be optimistic and positive when I’m focusing in hindsight, but I wonder if I’m really portraying that part of me in the moment.

I get annoyed when people try to tell me to perk up or put a best foot forward to give me advice. I feel like I have to tell people, right in that moment, that I know what I need to do for myself and while I appreciate the advice, I don’t need it. I just need someone to talk to.

I wonder if that makes me seem much more rude than I aim to be. Am I that girl in the office that’s a bitch?

I feel defeated by it sometimes. When I talk to people, it’s not so much me looking for advice as much as it’s more me just wanting to exist and talk about what’s going on and hear about the other person’s life too.

Does that make sense?

Does that make me rude?

I just want to talk.

I think the sentence that triggers me the hardest is, “As someone who’s life has just stared hectic, here is some advice.”

Honestly, you don’t know me. You don’t know who I am or what I’ve been through or how my life has played out until this point. I always feel people doing the “let me give you some advice” spill has always gotten on my wrong side in conversation and I have to bite my tongue and understand that... yes, that DONT know me so they think they’re helping. So shut up, Sper, and understand they’re wanting to help.

I’ve always been someone to never offer my advice or opinion without being asked it first. I get sometimes people want to get what they’re feeling off their shoulders and not feel like they’re being psyche evaluated for it.

For some people, having a journal is perfect for that. Other people it’s open communication because a journal doesn’t make sense to them.

Maybe I’m looking into things too much. This was just a random thought I had at work yesterday when I was filling supplies.

What are your thoughts, guys?

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sPerAnZa
21:51 May 04 2019

Also, sorry for any typos. When I use my phone for posts, I don’t often proofread like I need to cause my phone hates me. This iPhone has it out for me.

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Dakotah
22:07 May 04 2019

I get it. I do not know why human nature seems sometimes that people want to 'fix' us and insisit on giging advise when we do not seek advice. I have learned to be careful who I speak too about personal issue the past few years. Sometimes I just want someone to lesson and not try to fix me. I try to never either give advise unless asked as I think as well some of my friends just need to talk about something. Learning how to lesson I admit took me sometime to master. Take a look at my last journal entry. I think it may apply with your's.

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Dakotah
22:08 May 04 2019

-giving- Clealy I need to improve my proof reading skills before I post submit.

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sPerAnZa
22:16 May 04 2019

LEARNING TO LISTEN!

Thats perfect. Learning to listen is an extraordinary trait. It really just shines so much depth in a person’s heart.

We’re a world that is loud and wants to talks. Having someone listen is just the most ground breaking starting point of creating a strong foundation for communication.

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sPerAnZa
22:21 May 04 2019

*wants to talk.

I give up on English.
Someone Old Yeller me. I’m just foaming at the mouth at this point.

Kthx.

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Crowscat
00:03 May 05 2019

Well my English sucks...Im easier saying eigo wa totemo baka desu lol...translated into= english is very stupid (since I have a hard time getting it right lol)

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ABHORASH
02:13 May 06 2019

Rude?
My friend, I find you anything but rude. We all have days when we aren't bouncing on a trampoline, trying to become immersed in all of the wonderful colors of the rainbow above us. We're human. It happens. However, I truly believe that if more people like you existed in this world that the rainbow would come to us.

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One thing that instantly pet peeves me is having someone ask you a question and then instantly judge you off your answer or give that squint eyed look of “I don’t know if you can handle that” stare.

Honestly, maybe it’s more of the follow up responses than the actual judgement:

“Are you sure you can handle that?”
“I really don’t think you’re capable.”
“You’re too easy going to be serious.”

I absolutely hate that, at least where I live now, that have an easy going personality means I can’t be taken serious in the things I’m excited to do. Does that even make sense when said out loud? Cause I’m sure as hell confused.

I’ve never seen the appeal of shutting someone down before they even get started. Everyone has things they need or want to do, so why not encourage it? People get so hellbent on assuming what another are capable of or getting offended for them, that it just hinders progression.

I’m a goddamn amazing person.
I got me.
Why don’t you go eat a sandwich and enjoy your life elsewhere?

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Morrigon
20:04 May 02 2019

Amen. Eventually you just get into the pattern of knowing when to disregard people. It takes a cowardly personality to be so intimidated by someone else's ambition that they'd try to shut it down.

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imagesinwords
20:14 May 02 2019

Yes... just keep doing what you're doing.

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ABHORASH
06:48 May 03 2019

I happen to think you are capable of anything you decide you want to do. Do you, eat your cake, and enjoy life.

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You want to know what's a lovely thing?

Feeling like you have really succeeded at something.

That wonderful rush of feeling accomplished and like being able to achieve something is right there at your fingertips.

I'm exhausted, I have a headache, I'm hungry as hell, and I'm giddy cause I have something.

I have success and a wonderful home and an amazing pantry full of food. And when payday comes back around, I can keep it all and feel okay to buy something extra for myself.

Is this true adulthood? This lovely and amazing sense of feeling so happy cause my home is taken care of?

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ABHORASH
06:00 May 02 2019

Yay!!!

More cake!

lol

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imagesinwords
20:14 May 02 2019

I took a page from your book and got dessert last night for dinner. I went to the store and got a "Gentilly Parfait"- a New Orleans thing :)

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sPerAnZa
20:21 May 02 2019

After a quick Google search, I’m 1.) so proud and 2.) Going to figure how to achieve this dessert

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